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She can love me one minute, hate me the next.

She can want me around, then just toss me away.

She has this control that I let her have.

I don’t want to fight, because arguments tear us.

I don’t want to disrespect her decision either.

I don’t want to sit here & let her go so easy.

She does it all on her own, I can’t change her.

She does what she wants, she’s become a stranger.

She has no idea who I am anymore, or what I can do.

I have no idea of what she is capable of, it’s all through.

I can’t explain the pain I feel, it tears me up inside.

I don’t understand her reasoning, even though I try.

I’m scarred, I’m burned, I’m ripped into pieces.

I’m no where near fixing, not anytime soon.